El Tri Color Nunca Se Raja..

Well today is a historic day for Mexico's national soccer team and for the Los Angeles Lakers.
Let me just say that they were both instense games that spurred all kinds of emotions throughout people in the united states and around the world. I mean, who would have thought that Mexico would ever defeat France in a soccer match? Odd, because what France is majorly known for is their devotion to soccer. So I was kind of proud my country ended up winning that game. Also, Javier "Chicharito" Hernandez is officially my hero of all time. 3 minutes into his game time and he scores a goal, wow, that is history. On the other hand the Lakers, known for winning was defeated before this winning game, but every Laker fan out there knew that they were going to walk away with that win. Congrats to Kobe for winning MVP. It is rather odd that I am sitting here talking about sports, well because I have never really been into sports until a few months ago, I will sit and watch any sport (except football) and like it and get really into it. Weird, I know.

Also, I got my hair done the way that I wanted it and let me just say that it looks way better then I imagined that it would look like, I am so proud to have my hair like this and can't wait for people to see it.

It is now time to go to sleep, goodnight my fellow humans.

This just cannot be summer love.

You know, summer is like a breath of fresh air. Literally, no school (unless you bring on the burden of summer school) and pretty much no stress (only if your car breaks down or you have no car), but overall summer is supposed to be a point in the entire year where you get a break for yourself and your family. You don't have to constantly put up with people causing pain or drama, it is naturally a breath of fresh air.

Today I have realized that summer can also really be a bummer, because everyone leaves and if you stay behind you're like the ugly duckling of the bunch so you have no one that likes you. Also, if your best friend happens to WORK all the time it's also kind of a bummer, because all the plans you could possibly make get ruined.

On a more positive note, I have a brilliant idea for a haircut/hairdye that I want to get and I'm really excited about it. If I like it enough I will probably stop changing my hair so much and keep it one way for at least three months. (Sad I know, but I change my haircolor and hairstyle more then I change my clothes) I just need to pick a date for this hair change-a-roo and then I'll probably be the happiest camper on the planet. (I'm getting a little tired of the red shoulder length)

You want to know something that is beautiful? Butterflies, their amazing colors and patterns are just so dazzling, it's great. It kind of makes me want to buy that grow your own butterflies thing on the infomercials on TV. I get dazed by small things, I know.

I have to say that Julian Casablancas is a BRILLIANT singer/songwriter. His music is probably the only music that I can say I relate to, because he's so into that whole "inside your mind" deal kinda like morals, but not exactly, and his voice is wonderful! to place the cherry on top. I'm kind of glad he branched off from the strokes a little bit to make his solo album, because his own work that he works on on his own is just remarkable. Have I mentioned that I have a huge crush on him? Well I do. I'd really like to attend one of his shows eiether the strokes or his solo tour, but I just want to see his genuis self on that stage and be able to sing to every word he is singing. It's a dream of mine.

I don't exactly know what this whole post is about, but I'm sure it's like a sneak peak of my mind on a daily basis. I never have anything that's actually worth it plastered in my brain, just things that could interest a child or a angsty teenager. I don't often show who I really am when people are around me, those who have gotten to know me probably know what I'm sitting here blabbering about, but I find it hard to just be me to random people, it's something I'm trying to get rid of.

I think I've been losing sleep more often then I should, probably because I have been watching way to many scary movies so I'm afraid that some creepy thing will come and get me at night.

This summer it is my goal to convince my parents to let me go to California, it is no fun missing all of your cousins and being stuck in a state you were forced to come to in the first place. I hate being away from my family, I really do. As much as I don't show it, I'm not complete without them and I need them, even though they are all older then me I still miss them each and every day I get some time to sit alone, sometimes I get teary eyed (like now) because I feel a HUGE gaping hole inside of me that cannot be filled. It's only filled when I see my family and so this summer it is my goal to see them and interact with them, because I just think it's not fair.

And on that I shall leave you, Have yourself a merry little summer and may all your wishes come true! :)

Hot Like Mexico.

Well it's been a while since I've been on here only because I was trying to keep myself busy with things around the house. I really like the fact that my mom let me spend large amounts of time redecorating the house.


So, today I went out with my friend (whom today I realised is my best friend for sure). we visited some stores and she got herself some cute shirts (which we mutually pointed at at the same time without realizing it) Then went out for a burrito, now she might have another job offer, wow. Afterward we came to my house and i did her hair. It was an adventure of a day. I'm kinda glad to know that I have a friend who I could know won't screw me over like all of the rest. Actually I know I have 3 people to count on, who make up the dream team, I love those kids. She also finally got my gages in, WHOOOOP. I'm excited about that, cause I've been waiting on it for a while. Hmm, well my sister made hot chocolate so i'm going to get some. Goodnight to you all. :D

Here comes the sun,

Today is the official end of spring and the beginning of a whole new season called summer. The days are going to begin to get longer and hotter, each day will be a new opportunity for a new adventure. The sun will toast our skin into a light caramelized tone, our hair will begin to get lighter with the large amounts of sun we will be intaking. Our friends will be far away from us giving us enough time to reflect and make new choices. Summer is always an opportunity for change, change for the better or for worse. Today I choose to make it for the better, so hello summer, I welcome you, not by going wild or swimming until my lungs get full of chlorine water, but by accepting change. A change that will help me throughout my life. Today is the end of a careless life and a beginning of greater responsibility. I have found newer things, greater things. I have found greater people and new chances of a good friendship. It is time to do something for myself instead of always getting out of my way for others, of course I want to help others, but I want to help my sanity before I do anything else. Tengo esta oportunidad, y la voy a tomar.

So summer, I need you to help me. I'd love it if you'd change me.

Hats Off, to You.

Good day fellow humans, I know I have been gone for a while, but I've been awkwardly depressed lately. I've had a little trouble at school, but there is no use crying about it now, cause there is nothing I can do. Tomorrow is the last day of my sophmore year, Great, because honestly sophmore year SUCKED. Junior and senior years will be better I know it. Well I'm sitting here drinking tea while watching spanish soap operas, I'm supposed to be studying, but seriously? I have quite easy exams tomorrow so it doesn't really matter if I do or not. So I dyed my hair red. Not sure how I feel about it yet, I guess I like it? Im not so sure. I'm drained I don't know why, because I only went to school for a couple of hours. I'm tired of people posting all of these things that say "I'm so ready for summer!" cause I'm not and honestly when people post that it makes me feel ten times worse. I do NOT want to do summer school, I'm ultra lazy, but on the bright side my cousin is coming down from Mexico in July. I might go to six flags tomorrow after school, but I'm not sure yet. I would really like to, except I would like someone to come. Anyway I'm gonna go now, because I have nothing going on except the everyday stress of school. Goodbye!

Truth.

I know I used to post a lot before, but I started getting a little lazy, I don't know why.

But anyway, my life hasn't been all that eventful, because teachers are beginning to pile up all the excess homework they never gave out during the year, but yesterday I stayed home, because I really didn't want to take on a whole week of school so as usual I skipped an a day. I hate a days very very very much. A LOT. Anyway, I dyed my hair reddish brown yesterday, but i hate that my roots are the reddest, because it stained my scalp and i couldn't get it off. I'm partially unhappy with it, but im partially happy with it. I'm listening to Matt Pond PA right now and they make me feel reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallly peaceful right now.


Sometimes I really dislike the people around me...

ventilation

so I just realized that I can do this from my phone eureka! I feel rather accomplished for making such a discovery. I also know that I might apell things incorrectly since the font is a little microscopic. I'm at school rigt now, odd that I'm using my cell phone, but today is not a day to learn it is a day to sleep, because yesterday I stayed up watching castle with my sister..bad idea cas now I'm falling asleep in first period. Anywho today I have my final cosmetology meeting and let me tell something to you that I am suuper excited about this, even thoug I don't get to take my nap. Today is not raining, boo, but I really hope it does in the afternoon. Je voudrai que il pleu sil vous plait.

I am cuurently learning about treating burn and shock vixtims, which is something that is honest self explanitory, but I guess it's not to bad since it's the last three weeks of school. Sweet I know. Well my phone is not exactly an effective device for blogging so I'm going to leave you a bit early because it is getting all kinds of loud in here. Bye

Gloomerful.

Today is such a gloomy and dark day, it's bound to rain soon enough. It's already starting to thunder, but that does not mean that I am gloomy, oh no no, I am happy as I have been the entire weekend. Happy Monday to you all who actually take some time to read this. It's nice to have a monday that is worthwhile.

So May probably has to be one of my favorite months, not because it is eventful, but it makes me feel good inside. I don't have much of an imagination today, all I know is that I'm getting more and more fluent in french every time I go to class, I can actually speak the accents without sounding like a total idiot.

The trees in front of my suburb home are swaying quite swiftly which means it might be a little dangerous to step foot outside. I might get eaten by a tornado (if tornados even eat people?) Alright so as a result of my uneventful monday I have nothing major to post on except the fact that Shaina is amazing and I do believe she already knows this, BUT it is because of Shaina that I decided to post today.

I might take a nap soon, it depends if I have nothing better to waste my time on. I kind of love days like this were everything feels so calm and the raindrops are tapping on your window, it is officially raining and it looks so beautiful, call me crazy, but I believe it is beautiful, lets try to look at life in a postive manner. I wish all of you could see this beauty of a thunderstorm, most of you probably will since you live in Texas.

"Te vas amor si asi lo quieres que puedo yo hacer, tu vanidad no te deja entender que en la pobreza se puede querer. Quiero llorar y me destrosa que pienses asi, y mas que ahora me quede sin ti, me duele lo que vas a sufrir. Pero recuerda nadie es perfecto y tu lo veras mas de mil cosas mejores tendras pero carino sincero jamas. Vete olvidando que lo que hoy dejas y que cambiaras por la aventura que tu ya veras sera tu carcel y nunca saldras."

Have a wonderful day! :)

Love?

Today I got a little surprise at my doorstep when I went to open the door after the doorbell rang. It was my confirmation godfather and his family, honestly I felt really good inside, but I don't know why, maybe because it made me feel at ease. It was very interesting since I had no idea they were actually coming. So, yes. I knew today was going to be a good day, I had a very good feeling about it. It's an amazing way to start my week. I think confirmation did fix some tweaks in my life because now I feel good with things I normally would. My godfather's son is also like a brother to me so to have him here was kind of nice, it was interesting though, because he has hurt me in so many ways, but each and every day he does something to show me he is a kind person, a little cocky, but overall good hearted.



I haven't had a good sunday in a while, so I'm thankful for today.

Culturally Motivated

Today I learned that fried rice is my favorite food in the world and sometimes I wish I was asian.

anyway, aside from that. Happy Sunday! I'm sure some of you are out and about enjoying some time with your families while I'm here blogging about my useless life, BUT I felt like I needed to do this before I went around mingling. Tomorrow is obviously a school day, which is a bummer, because I wish it was summer already. I'm so ready for that sun to turn me into a roasted mexican. Today I feel rather comtemplative, why? we shall find that out later on during the day. What I have noticed is that I have not been sad for the past few days, which honestly is the best news ever! quite relaxing actually. So as you probably all know I am completely obessed with the show Criminal Minds, not only because Matthew Gray Gubler and Shemar Moore are abnormally good looking men with a brain in their skull, but actually because I am fascinated with the way a human mind could work, for catching criminals and to be a criminal. I find it rather interesting that someone has to act as the unsub in order to catch the unsub. So whoever created this amazingly put together show, I hope you are rolling and bathing in money right now, because you definately deserve it.

I have to write a paper, so I'll check back in later to tell you how my day went since it is only 4:26, it's time to start a party!

Complete with a little dash of...

I know I posted like four hours ago, but I find entertainment in writing about useless things and such. I have been inspired, in a way that I have no idea in what way I have been inspired yet. It is 8:51 and it is completely dark outside, sometimes I really hate living in Texas, but other days I kind of well, like it. It's starting to get warmer and warmer every day, that is partially bad, because it is going to begin to get humid. So my song for today is: No One Is Going To Love You by Band Of Horses, I find it kind of soothing. I want to light some incence, but the kind that I have is not all that great. Right now I'm feeling sort of out of place, because I'm wondering of so many things at once, I'd like to see certain people whom I probably haven't seen in a while. I miss those days where everything seemed fine. Do you ever wonder what it would be like to wander around the world with a mind of a five year old for the rest of your life? It would probably feel great to not be able to measure fear and live without being paranoid or concious about every little thing in the world. I envy those kids, they have an imagination that no matter how much I try I cannot have once again. My time is up for it. Sometimes it is scary to think of growing up, growing older and having to take responsibility for your actions, but sometimes you just want to come out of your shell and say "Hey, I can do this on my own" seeing life pass you by is not the best feeling in the world, life should take things slower, years go by to quickly, before you know it, it is already September or December and the next day you'll be saying "Happy New Year!" to the person left of you. It's hard to remember every single day of the past year you just went through, but why? It'd be nice to understand why the human mind always decides to forget the days that seem unimportant or boring. Why is it that the brain remembers things that hurt more then the things that impact in a good way? Broken hearts and last goodbyes should probably be forgotten first.

So Mansfield just opened up a new little store called Aldi which resembles most of small Supermarches in France, they even have what it supposed to be the "euro" in the slot in order to get a cart, but of course of America has to use quarters with George Washington imprinted on them. I must say that this small store is probably one of the most environmentally and economically concious stores I have yet to see. 79 cents for a large can of Arizona iced tea? I think I'll be visiting this place more often then I'd imagine. Things do not exceed $20, well at least the food products, because they also sell electric generators and such.

I think tonight I'll pass on my daily "Criminal Minds" marathon and go straight to bed, because I must sing tomorrow at church, so good night to you folk, have a wonderful night full of vivid and colorful dreams.

A little bit of wonder.

I don't exactly know why I created one of these, but I thought that it might help me keep my sanity when I don't exactly know when to talk to someone or just feel like using a tad of creativity in my world. Today is a saturday and I'm spending it cleaning a little bit, but to be honest it is really not all that bad of a saturday, so here is to you saturday full of nothingness that feels well spent. My grandparents have officially left the state and are on their way to California at this very instant. I won't lie, I will miss my grandfather, but my grandmother has really never shown any affection that will make me miss her. This week I have found a facination is studying the world's most infamous serial killers. Why? Well, I became very interested in studying Criminal Justice once I graduate from highschool beside the Cosmetology program that I am going to take for the next two years (which just made me freak out, because I have a very important meeting I must attend this Tuesday).

Spring is almost over and summer is almost peeking its little head around the corner. I don't know if I'm excited for it, or just a little nervous of what I'm supposed to do for almost three months. I'm hoping I could go to Mexico to visit my family, it's really not all that great when you have no family where you live, but it feels great once you do get to see their beautiful little faces again. I'm eager to meet my new little neices and nephews that have been born in the past year and give them all my lovin'.

Life is very confusing sometimes, I don't understand why. Maybe because I'm still sixteen and haven't seen all the beauty in the world, but I'm looking forward to it in the future. I cannot wait until next year when I start Cosmetology class, I'm probably the girl who is antsy to get it started at once, I feel those little ants coming up my leg.

So I was confirmed last wednesday the 12th and I must say that the whole experience of confirmation feels really great, I'm not going to sit here and exaggerate how "LIFE CHANGING" it was, I'll admit it did make me think a lot about why I'm alive and why Jesus did what he did, but it made the biggest impact on my catholic beliefs, I'm happy that I'm Catholic and proud of it too, but the world make me wonder how it is possible to have to much hate, racism, and sexism pack up in a little world. Take Arizona as an example and the fact that gays are not accepted in many states or in some countries. I don't know, I think people should embrace the things the world has to offer [races, orientations, etc] but im not here to blab on about how ugly the world is, but instead im here to introduce myself.

hello, my name is Priscilla and I like anything that looks like it comes from the 1960's or the 1970's, but I don't exactly know why. I like cultural dress from mexico. I also like various types of music, but I'm more inclined to listen to a little more indie and folk, so here's a little bit about me. It's nice to meet you. Whoever you are.